Life is just....crazy.

You know how you are always sayign "when things get back to normal...."? I know I say that alot. Thing is, I never have figured out what "normal" is.

It seems like the days just fly by, I never get very much done, and I am constantly questioning myself whether I got "enough" done. Then I start regretting the stuff I didn't do. And doubt whether I am really doing all that I can for my family. I have pretty much decided that if I don't stop worrying about the "what if's" in life, then I am going to waste precious time on worrying rather than on what I should be focusing on--what I can do today to be a better mom and what I can do to spend more time with my kids doing FUN stuff, not just worrying about how my house looks, if all the laundry is done (is it EVER???), etc. This summer has already gone by way too fast. I can't believe that the kids will start school on the 21st!! That just blows me away. It seems like we just got adjusted to it being summertime. Now I have to go get school supplies and school clothes for Cole AND Olivia. Time just flies by way too fast.